Sunday, July 18, 2010
Where did I lose my self?
Do I have anything to say? I think I have a lot – but I need a listener.
The memories which the forgetfulness don’t need, doesn’t let me sleep.
My tastes are changing. My emotions are being canned to murkiness.
Through the broken space of my window I can see the night rain slowly touching down. The soundless rain. I would love to cry aloud to tear the morbid silence. Gloominess lives in my paining head. It buzzes around me.
The rivers which are flowing into me are changing its course. I dream of drowning into seas constantly. I become breathless in the surf, I suffocate in the bed.
It’s a state where I’m unable to neither reach the river nor cross the seas.
Why I’m standstill? Were my dreams were the imaginations of the night? Why do my thoughts scaling to undesirable heights? Where did I lose my self? Where did I lose me?
I looked outside once again through my broken window. The rain has stopped. The crickets are creaking. Until now was I talking alone? Or were you with me? Were you hiding somewhere? I know that you were near me. I was talking to you. The darkness was the veil. You were the one who instilled hope in me; the dreams in me and the ego to stand out as me. You are my only listener- the one who befriended me in my every anguish. I was sure that you were hiding here. Thank you for letting your ears. I would like to hug you – my dear loneliness. I love you a lot.
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You loose yourself in the vast sea of valips
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