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Sunday, October 31, 2010

My Bridge.

Am I building a bridge from me to my dreams?
Am I living a life indebted to many?
How long should I wait again to win over my own slowness?
Am I walking slowly or did I ever walk?

Why should I cry when I never responded to my own heart’s call?
Even when people say – “There is a gleam in your eyes…” I find it  hard to be in accord with them. I know; they observe me, very keen.
My heart pound like a boxer's who is waiting to start his final bout to get a result, which would heal his soul wounding his challenger’s self. From here, heart beats faster.

From nowhere, an unknown pain pierces into my veins; I feel sick. I smell death.
I don’t know why my desired roads are closing one by one, even before I walk halfway through it?
I fear.
Still, I’m trying to find my road from the battered roads.

I let my self loose to all strangles happening inside my brain. I hug my uneasiness.
I slip into a deep slumber to my fantasies, where I wedge the gap between my dreams and what my mind craves. I live inside my dreams; at least I live here.
My bridge from me to my dreams is finally connected somehow.
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