You.

When my requiem of love ended, only you were along.
You were the only one helped me walk.
You gave me solace when I was hearing the roar of seas within.
You came as light when darkness clutched my eyes.
You called me from behind; you walked alongside, you compelled me to run after you.
All through the alley you were holding my hand.
Your smile became my inspiration to touch tomorrow.
Your deep stares gifted me hope.
When I became tired – you became the flowing river.
When I was about to sleep – you did lay beside.
You touched my eyebrows; waking me to a new dream – to live.
You became my new lover; my wife.
You became the rain to soothe me to new.
You walked along with me to the road end. You kissed me adieu.
You pushed me to the crowd. You walked back.
Years have passed.
Even though I forgot your face; I still feel your warmth, your luck.
I would like to be with you once again- only to see the change along the alley; and to see whether smiles are still blooming in you.
I thank you. I owe you my life.
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Where did I lose my self?

Do I have anything to say? I think I have a lot – but I need a listener.
The memories which the forgetfulness don’t need, doesn’t let me sleep.
My tastes are changing. My emotions are being canned to murkiness.
Through the broken space of my window I can see the night rain slowly touching down. The soundless rain. I would love to cry aloud to tear the morbid silence. Gloominess lives in my paining head. It buzzes around me.

The rivers which are flowing into me are changing its course. I dream of drowning into seas constantly. I become breathless in the surf, I suffocate in the bed.
It’s a state where I’m unable to neither reach the river nor cross the seas.
Why I’m standstill? Were my dreams were the imaginations of the night? Why do my thoughts scaling to undesirable heights? Where did I lose my self? Where did I lose me?

I looked outside once again through my broken window. The rain has stopped. The crickets are creaking. Until now was I talking alone? Or were you with me? Were you hiding somewhere? I know that you were near me. I was talking to you. The darkness was the veil. You were the one who instilled hope in me; the dreams in me and the ego to stand out as me. You are my only listener- the one who befriended me in my every anguish. I was sure that you were hiding here. Thank you for letting your ears. I would like to hug you – my dear loneliness. I love you a lot.
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Piano Friends!

I believe friends are like keys on a piano. Whatever sounds they make individually they stick together to create a unique song. Life.